Instead of relying on your good and valid reasons to explain your emotionality, just understand that you are not happy because your feelings are clouded.
You feel uncertain: a dark, heavy feeling dominates your whole being. You are not open.
But just as fast as a fish can move in water, you can instantly change to a happy attitude, a balanced attitude.
Keep yourself there. Believe yourself. Be open to that positiveness.
Even if the external conditions do not change right away, your whole inner situation can change at once.
If you want to feel positive and have satisfaction, you can do it.
Just be open and flexible.
You have a choice.
Footsteps on the Diamond Path